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Cake day: May 18th, 2026

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  • Weird. I have a monologue right but it is not actually a monologue and I can just make another voice in my head to tell it to shut up or talk to it physically. There’s also like how it insults me often and sometimes I get mad at it. Other times it’s just mixed with my perseption of myself so more like me telling stuff to myself. I’ve also gotten more than 3 “characters” or roles but does not happen that often.

    When I read or write it’s also there. I am very sure it repeats rhe sentence multiple times when I write and thqt, mostly to slow itself down, like I already know what imma write ofc.

    Then of course I have images and sequences or “videos” to call them in any way. That’s also weird because it’s kinda ehat I have the least control over. I am often grossed out at this imagenery or however you spell that. Other thing I don’t have much control over are the songs and all that in my head.

    Then there are the concepts. Often I first think of a concept and then the monologue translates it to words, another way I already know what imma say. Sometimes it doesn’t get translated to words and I think I am not thinking but if I take a closer look I was still thinking. There’s also when my monologue talks and I do not realize like it’s more unconsious, happens when I am focused in other thoughts at times probably i don’t remember when it happens. I also think that I might not actually been having a monologue but just concepts at those times.


  • I think so at least. That’s why they say hackingtosh is gonna die. At least as far as my understanding goes cuz they will stop supporting intel or already stopped this update or something like that. Devs will obviously stop supporting x86 too.

    If it was just intel and they used x86 people with intel could still run a lot of apps just not the ones that require like new features.